My SO and me were talking more like i was bawling and he was trying to figure out what I was saying.

I have severe depression and anxsitey I'm also bipolar. And he has severe depression anxsitey and multiple personalities. Before you say anything yes We are both seeking treatment.

Anyway I was telling him how I was sorry for always being a bitch And that I was sorry that I was always crying and that all I'm trying to,do is make him happy because all I wanna do is see him smile or laugh.

We have had some really bad times and he has said horrible things to me. But that was all during one of his episodes where he wasn't him. He was someone else. Makes No since but I'm sorry.

Anyways, he just tells me he doesn't like when I cry because he can hardly understand me and he is falling asleep. I just asked him Why he didn't like that,I did everything for him. I love him I wanna love on him And everything. Wanna do what I can for him. He just says he wants me to stop doing it because he hasn't earned It. That he hasn't earned me loving on him and everything.

I don't know what to do. Should I write him a letter? Talk to him About it tomorrow? I don't know what to do.

I just need advice.

Please no comments to leave him or being mean.