So me and my husband went to a fertility specialist and we have been TTC for a little over a year. And we have done all of the testing and everything has came out normal or even great. But we are now in the “unexplained 10% “ how the fertility specialist. A year ago on June 11, 2018 we lost our very precious baby. I was 7 weeks and 4 days and we were getting married a month later. We then miscarried (had a very awful experience there with the doctors saying “well at least you don’t have to worry about that problem” ) me and my husband are 19 and 22. Yes I understand we are young, we I understand we still have our life ahead of us. But I’ve crying so much because we have lost child after child with no answers. I’m grateful we are healthy. But I just want our baby....the other day as I was moving I came across my pregnancy test when I found out I was pregnant with our baby and fell to the ground and cried. I’m tired of hearing “relax” “stop stressing about it” “just stop trying” over and over from my piers and loved ones. The fertility specialist said we were suppose to be able to see a pregnancy by now. But nothing. And I can do is think I’m an awful wife and I can’t even provide my husband what god made me to do. I can’t bare a child for the life of me. And I just don’t know how I’m suppose to feel at this point. Sorry for the rant. Needed to get it off my chest.