Why are you back⁉️

Why do you have to come back after I always pick myself back up⁉️ why do insist on coming back when you are with her⁉️ and this is bc of our baby bc we have talked in 2 months after I saw you so why ⁉️ why do you keep coming back to ME⁉️ what is it about⁉️ our baby that we lost ❓❓ the sex⁉️ just to fuck with my head and heart ⁉️⁉️ but you know what I’m not going to let you bc you’ve hurt me so many time already that I’ve lost count so you know what I’m READY IM SO READDDY TO MOVE ON FROM YOU ‼️‼️‼️ but I’m going to say this now but then care again later but I think this time is different bc I’m just so tired of your bullshit and I know we lost our baby but we can’t do anything to bring them back we just have to heal and move forward with our lives apart you are with her and I’m alone bc i need time for myself back when we got together I just jumped right into another relationship but I took 5 months to get into a new but you wait I don’t know how many but it wasn’t long and you were with her but I’m taking time to figure myself out and to heal with the lost of our baby the baby I wanted for so long but GOD knew I wasnt ready and I wasn’t with the right person bc I have goal I want to achieve and accomplish before having my baby and I want my baby in a loving home were both parents are going to be like that forever I don’t want my baby in a broken home but if that is GOD’s plan then I’ll let it be bc he’s the only one who knows what he has planned for me