Major baby fever

Ahhh I feel like my time is just dwindling away. Now please no rude comments but I've been stressing lately because I just had my 25 th birthday. And I've always wanted to be a young mom. I know im not old. But my brain likes to mess with me (anxiety, depression, and BPD) and so it stresses me out. My husband is 33 and I don't think he is as anxious as I about it. But we have talked and want kids we just couldn't afford it. Well on Monday he accepted a job offer that had enough for us to be able to have a family. I mentioned once to him about coming off nuva RING (but it was before he accepted the offer) . But now the more I think about it the more I want to be off and trying. I don't want him to feel pressured at all. But man I'm ready to be a mom. Fingers crossed that once he starts the job (on the 12th) I'll be able to come off BC. After some thinking on it I figured since I already mentioned it once I'll wait till he is working at the job before I bring it up again. I AM SO READY!