HELP NEEDED

I am currently a senior in highschool well going in to my senior year

It’s summer and my career choice was originally becoming an RNA but I volunteer at the hospital and I was with the patients and I didn’t like it whatsoever unfortunately I been looking at more careers that would interest me and I seen a PICU nurse would be very interesting to pursue my career choice in

Because I’ll be with patients up to the age of 18

Is anyone on here a PICU nurse ?