I just need to get this out... please read

I think my mom is emotionally abusive to me... I know she is... I’m in therapy I try so hard to vibrate my energy higher and every time I’m around her she just lowers it. She doesn’t understand where I come from. Whenever I talk about me being a empath ( if you don’t know what it is please look it up) and having psychic abilities i try to explain for her to understand she just doesn’t listen. I try to talk about it with her she holds grudges against me and likes to brings up old shit and it’s emotionally draining to me. Because I’m trying to hard to become a better daughter, sister, friend, I’m still battling depression and anxiety even though I prayed to God about this and he broke the chains it’s just it’s her. It’s my mom bruh. I remember my ex told me why is your mom always verbally abusive. She could be a bigger person and not step down on my level. I wish I can get away but I can’t. I really don’t have anyone to talk to who truly understands what’s it like to be emotionally abusive yet sensitive. But I’m going to be okay. I’m going pray and meditate and be alone. I prefer to be alone at family gatherings so i don’t feel people’s energies because it’s exhausting to me. And no one seems to understand that.

Thanks for reading.

I hope you guys have a blessed day and vibrate higher!✨🤗 God loves you and me so much ❤️