NEED SOMEONE TO SPEAK TO....

Hey, I have wanted to have a baby for so many years now, i have had 3 miscarriages from my previous relationship and now I'm in a relationship with a man who I absolutely adore and want to spend the rest of my life with but he has had a vasectomy, unfortunately we do not have the money to get it reversed and we dont get any help for trying to get it done as we have already gone down the route of going to the doctors and asking for help etc. My partners previous relationship was very bad and he was manipulated and blackmailed into getting the vasectomy which he really regrets now and he speaks about it most days about how it gets him down...we was using a sperm donor but he has sadly passed away unexpectedly and now we are stuck. We dont know anyone else that will help us and

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is also unavailable here on the NHS and we cannot afford to pay for it either. Just wondering what people suggest and if anyone could speak to me about it?

Please know nasty comments and please dont tell me to leave my partner because I dont want to