Why am I even here?

I am so stupid of course I would change my major and start all the way over when I was literally almost done. Because engineers make good money. Because there’s no women in engineering you could make a difference for girl everywhere. But why didn’t I think that I’m too stupid for this? My life it’s like other people’s lives. You can’t even pas calc 1 the most basic class for this degree ams you think you think you can succeed? You’re stupid remember that? Maybe just switch back to business where you belong and shut the fuck up because it’s not going to happen. Even your family won’t even talk to you nobody wants to hear your problems we all have problems. Maybe you should do them a favor and get out of their lives. You’re not even worth the scum on their shoes.