This time is different....

So this is my second pregnancy and I feel like this time around I'm so laid back about preparing for the baby to come with my first I was so worried and so prepared. I'm 20 +2 and I havent bought a single thing by this time with my first I already had a stock of diapers wipe and other essentials and I was worried about everything. I think maybe I'm just waiting to see the gender bc than I'll know what I'll have to by and I'm still buying diapers for my son hopefullyi can get him potty trained b4 baby #2 comes tho. Idk this time just feels so different to me. anyone feel this way about 2nd pregnancy?