I’m 14 years old,now before anyone judges please keep in mind I’m already into it and I can’t take that back we all start at different times 🤷‍♀️ok so my boyfriend is 17 my parents are aware that he is 17 I am on birth control so I’m pretty safe .it was me and my boyfriends first time together having sex however it didn’t really work his nob is pretty thick and I’m very tight ,getting Poked hurts me and I can’t even take 2 fingers I don’t often masterbait...anyway it went it a bit but the edges of the hole where to tight we tried a few different ways but was pretty hard for both off us 😩really feel like it’s my fault and he’s disappointed in me lady’s I need some advice what can help us ?❣️