I squirted and I freaked out 🤣

So my fiance and I were using toys and I was giving him head well I took one toy out but still had one vibrator on my clit. Well I got on top of him and started riding and normally I will stop myself and he will keep me going but I normally stop myself from squirting because i hate feeling like i am peeing when it happens and i hate how freaking messy it gets. Welp tonight we were going at it and I had my normal amazing orgasms 🤤 but he hadn't came yet so he wanted me to keep going well I did and as soon as he started cumming I had another orgasm and then I realized I was about to squirt. I freaked out trying to get up as he is cumming in me and go to the bathroom welp I didnt make it very far I squited all over the bed and him and he didnt get to finish cumming because i uprubtly got up as he just got there. Is it just me about not wanting to squirt? I love the orgasm from just hate the feeling of peeing and messes. Please tell me I'm not alone. 😭