Im at my breaking point and I’m lost 😞

So..I’ve been dating this guy for 1 year and 2 months. Known him for 3 and a half years. But I’m at my breaking point with him..literally he has no time for me due to the fact that he works a lot which is totally fine and i respect it but the constant issue is that he’d rather play games with friends and talk to them ALL the time rather than spend time with me and talk to me. it’s just gotten to the point where i just hurt on the inside while also emotionally and i don’t know what to do. I’ve talked to him about it but all he tells me it “all i want to do is just hangout and relax and joke around with my buddies and have a good time. Its like, thats who I am ya know. My entire life ive had like what. 2 real girlfriends and you being one of them? My entire life pretty much revolved around gaming and gaming friends.“ which I don’t mind him doing these things obviously but we never do anything together and rarely actually talk to each other?.

I don’t know what to do?, should i just keep pushing through it?, like i really do love him but it hurts after so long.

Everything was fine earlier in the relationship but we have these moments where we just die out or something and he goes all weird?.