I am struggling with dealing with my third miscarriage. I had my first D&C 3 weeks ago. I am devastated. I contemplated suicide prior to the D&C. I have started counseling. I feel hopeless. I saw a pregnant woman at the grocery store and I nearly burst into tears. I am looking for books, podcasts, stories to help me get through this. We are on hold for at least 6months while we wait for genetics. We have been trying for 2 years and 3 miscarriages in less than a year.