I’m so happy for all you ladies having their showers and planning themes and stuff!!

I have no family nearby, and no close friends, so no one to throw a shower for me.

I don’t want to throw one for myself because no one would come, because I don’t know many people. I don’t think you’re supposed to throw your own anyway? I could be wrong...

My family and I are not at all focused on baby coming right now. It all seems so far away.

Sorry for the hormonal rant. Just feeling a bit down that we don’t have a celebration to look forward to.