As I write this, I can't stop crying. I've literally given up all hope that it'll ever happen. My period didn't show up last month and it still hasn't this month but this is the 2nd bfn that I've gotten. I tested twice this month. What makes it even more frustrating is that my bbt refuses to go down so I can't even look forward to my period so that I could try again. On top of that my thermometer has literally disappeared and I looked everywhere possible and I can't find it!! Yes, I'll buy another one but while I wait for it, I'll have no way of tracking what's going on. I'm really sad because I feel like nothing can ever go right for me and that thermometer disappearing could be a sign that I should stop trying because it'll never happen.🥺🥺