Pregnant friends


So I lost 3 babies over the course of 6 months. Now 2 of my best friends are pregnant one of which has also had trouble conceiving, but I just can't help but be jealous, I'm happy for them of course but I can't tell them how I feel when they talk about their pregnancy, it's hard to be around them. Just wondered if anyone felt the same or just wants someone who knows what their going through to talk to at all. Very lost & alone in my suffering.