Dear husband

I am tired of the constant arguing, I am tired of trying my best but never being good enough. I am tired of begging you for your attention and time. I am tired of always trying to explain myself. I am tired of you always putting the blame on me. Whenever I tell u something, you always turn it around n say I break u down, that I am disrepectful, that u r not sure if I think u r the man for me. I know things are hard n u do work hard but damn don't make me feel like I am worthless just because I don't work. Remember I moved to a different country because of you, I quit my job because of this. I am not used to not working n it's not by choice that I dont. So please cut me some slack. I don't feel loved, I just feel like I am ur roommate rather than your partner. I take care of our son all day n when u get home all I want is some adult attention. I am carrying ur 2nd child n u barely ask how I am or how the baby is doing. It's currently 2:14am, u left the house at 8pm telling me u were going out with ur friend, n yet u don't have the decency to call n let me know where u r, n what time u would be coming home... I am just exhausted, lonely, tired, sad, feeling torn. All I need is ur time, unconditional love n attention. Is that too much to ask?