When the partner that you’ve been with is everything that you’ve prayed for and wanted in a man that you’re so scared that it’s not real. I pray and talk to God and ask him is this really real. It’s so crazy. I prayed for the man that I wanted and as me and my partner got closer I realized he was it. I never thought it could happen. Nothing’s perfect but so far he has been everything I wanted. He showers me with love, affection, respect, attention and much more. It’s amazes me. Sometimes I get so scared and I start to question if I want this. But I know I do. The fear of being hurt scares me as well.