Bleeding...

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I'm bleeding with more intensity since yesterday evening and this one with red blood. I have some cramps. I know my baby is about to leave me. I feel so devastated. Like my soul is breaking up in pieces. I know God has his reasons. 
My baby, my first pregnancy after so many months of waiting for you... You will be welcomed by your grandfather, my Dad who passed away 5 years ago. I will see you again when I die. 
Thank you for all the joy and happiness and hope you've given to your dad and I. 
It's just too difficult for me to let you go, but I know I have to.
Your mom 🙏🏽