Last June of 2018 I found out I was pregnant. I miscarried on August 9th at 10 weeks. I never really got over it 100%. I just recently found out that I’m pregnant again and I’m not happy. I didn’t have a feeling of excitement or joy at all when I found out. I’m actually very sad and scared. I’m afraid of losing another child. I can’t seem to get attached. I don’t want to feel that hurt again. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t know if I’ll love this child the same way I loved the first one.