Feelings are odd

Im currently doing an inpatient at my local hospital for suicidality. I experience auditory hallucinations and extreme anxiety that ive been dealing with since the age of 8 or 9. Im feeling frustrated and a little angry at the treatment ive been receiving as its just been more usless tools to but in my box that should calm me down but seem to do nothing for me. I always give it my best shot but end up right where i started tired and crying. Im getting discharged is 2 days but am still feeling highly unsafe and unstable. My partner of a year is amazing and compassionate for what im going through as hes had thoughts of suicide many times before in his life but it just seems like him and everyone else in my life just wants me to suck it up and keep moving. Am i wrong for wanting more time to heal and grow? Ive veen in for almost 2 weeks now...