Exhausted Stay at Home Mom

Today like every day I was emptying the dish washer at 6am before my toddler wake up. I mention to my husband if he could help me at least 1 day a week with that. His answer "then you go to work and I stay playing with x all day".

Every certain amount of months we go into this fight. 1 year ago I stopped doing his laundry.

I do all in the house (from cooking to taking the trash out). I take my kid to classes, and the only time I get to seat for 1 hour is when she is sleeping.

I'm exhausted. I can't even go out for one day leaving them alone, because I know when I come back the house will be war zone and I will have to spend a whole day just cleaning.

I understand he works 8 hours and commutes another 2, but I will really appreciate if he at least will clean after his own mess.

Weekends for me are the worst nightmare. I always look for an activity to do to get us all out of the house.

I laugh when people ask me when I'm having more kids. I can't even imagine having a baby and a toddler with 0 help. My entire family lives 5000 miles away, so there is no chance for my mom to come and stay for me to unwind.

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