Completely lost!

So my husband knows I want another baby but said he wasn’t ready, then the last 5 times we have had sex it’s been unprotected! Now he says he isn’t completely on board and is going back to using condoms. I just want a straight answer 😢 I’m really hoping I’m pregnant now as I was adamant I would be relaxed this time round and now I feel this is my only hope till he decides he is ready again.