Not so sure anymore

My SO and I have been trying now for 7 months and only resulted in one chemical pregnancy. I have had two full term pregnancies before this (with my ex husband) and no significant health issues. We want a baby together badly and I thought I had a faint faint line yesterday but today nothing. AF usually is on a 25 day cycle but not to say it isn’t irregular sometimes. It’s due tomorrow and I’m so depressed thinking it’s going to come. He’s had dreams of us having a child and I keep getting dreams I have positive tests but now I feel it’s all wishful thinking. I’m so down thinking maybe it’s not meant to be for me now.

Just asking for some prayers and positive thoughts. Just really really down