Selfish

I so selfishly would do anything to have a healthy baby this week.

I’m so over being pregnant and as a SAHM to four older kids on summer break. I need a break.

Considering I’m just 34 weeks today I know it’ll never happen and I’ll probably get a lot of shit for even posting this I just have to vent.

All the aches, pains, pressure, insomnia, heat. Gahhhhh