I had a really good day with my man. I have really bad relationship anxiety from my past relationship so I over think & he’s bad at communicating so when he doesn’t communicate I over think & it’s getting way better! Today was great, usually he’ll go out with his guy friends which I have no problem with at all! But he won’t tell me he’s hanging out with them & sometimes he hangs with them when we were supposed to have plans, that’s only happened 2 times out of the whole 10 months we’ve been together. Last night he invited me to go out with him & his guy friends which made me feel really happy & included. I know I don’t need to be with him or his friends all the time but it was nice that I can be included & without having to ask! Things are getting way better, my anxiety is still there sometimes but I’m working on it, he’s working on communication too. I’m happy we can move past this. It was never too bad but I’m happy :)