I was just wondering if anyone else felt the same way I have, since my youngest (6m) was born.

All throughout my pregnancy woth second child I always felt like I HAD to spend time with my oldest, because I knew the moment I had my youngest, it wouldnt just be me and my daughter Mila anymore. There wouldn't be anymore just me and her, when thats all shes known. It made me feel terribly giulty (and I still feel this way) that I didnt get to spend more time with her and that I was taking that experience away from her.. Especially since I had ny babies 13 months apart. We have a person who comes in and asks mental health questions at our hospital and when she asked me about Mila and how it felt now being a mom of two instead of one, I broke down because I felt so guilty. She said that was a normal feeling, but sometimes I feel alone on it.. Has anyone felt like this? Pic for attention 😭❤️