He said he hated me and called me fat. Those words hit me like a train. The person I love with every piece of me, through all the break ups and make ups, hates me. My biggest insecurity is how much weight I’ve gained since starting birth control, which I did so we could enjoy sex safely...and it’s been thrown in my face. I can literally feel my heart breaking in my chest. My eyes hurt from crying and I can’t breathe out of my nose. I just wanna skip work and stay in bed forever but I also wanna cry my eyes out and tell someone how I’m feeling. I guess this is as close as I’ll get to that. I’m so hurt, I want it to stop, I just wanna give up...