Been with my Bf on & off for 2 years. Love him to death even though sometimes I feel like we aren’t meant for each other. But I’m so close to him that I cant live without him.

I recently met this boy at my new job & sheesh😍. He is everything. I feel the butterflies when we look each other dead in the eyes. I know he feels it too. He never stops looking at me(I pretend not to notice).

I’m don’t flirt with him & he doesn’t know I have a crush on him. But I keep thinking about him & im trying to stop.

It just worries me because this feeling is the feeling I felt with the last guy I had a crush on like 5 years ago & that was intense. Mind you, I didn’t have this feeling of pure attraction with my bf because we were best friends before we were in a relationship. So I never got to feel lust. I just felt close to him. I think it’s bad because I want to fuckkkk him 🙄😭 & that is RARE for me

Someone just tell me how to shake this crush please 😪