Missing my baby

Michelle

On 12/27/18 I welcomed my youngest son Milan. He was my prude and joy. He was a warrior from the start. He was a T21 baby and had 2 heart defects. He had his first heart surgrey at 20 days old. We had a 10 week stay in the hospital due to complications and getting him where he needed to be. After 71 days he finally came home. I would finally have all 3 of my boys under one roof. We had appointment weekly. If it wasn't for one thing. It was another. He cagmae home with congestion m everyone said he would get better. He never did. Mid April Inhad made an appointment for his congestion. And while at the office he turned blue. It had happened before but he would catch his breath fairly easy. He was diagnosed with 2 virus. We were told to go to his cardio. And than go back to our oeds for our weolness check up. He was not over that cold yet. On April 29th. We wentm his Dr checked him and said he sounded clear. Hes ok for vaccines. And gave it to him. That night he was fussy. I thought of the vaccines. Gavr him Tylenol. The next day continued to cry. We had an appointment with gi and she said it was normal. We went home took a nap woke up to him crying. Realized something was wrong and drove him to tbe peds. As i took him out of his carseat he stopped breathing and they were never able to bring him back. Today marks 10 weeks with out my baby and I miss him so much. He was 4 months and 3 days. I miss you more than words can say.