Rant y’all

You know it’s so so hard TTC I’ve been trying since December of 2017 and nothing every month I get my period I try not to stress about it and everyone says it’ll happen but I can’t feel a little bit guilty because everyone around me seems to get pregnant. I have said so many congratulations that I want to be in there shoes and sometimes I wonder why it hasn’t happened yet. I have an amazing fiancé who I’ve known since high school and I am just heartbroken it’s taken this long I’m 21 now and feel that we are ready and we want nothing more than to start a family but every time my period comes it’s heartbreaking. What did y’all do to not think about it or the depression when it comes TTC?