after 17 months of trying , god blessed me with a baby girl,I found out I was pregnant in April I lost her July 9th my word is torn upside down but god showed me he can give me the desire of my heart and that this baby was just a testimony to our bright future together my little princess wasn’t the right baby for the world but god has plans for me and my boyfriend to soon deliver a healthy baby . Anything is possible I pray it gets easier with this loss because I really wanted my first baby but god has other plans right now