After giving my birth to my first daughter , a year later I decided I wanted to have another . So i had the doctor take out my birth control implant in my arm. 4 months of trying I got pregnant found on my dad’s birthday (who passed away) I was pregnant. We were ecstatic even though we were having a rough patch in our relationship and problems. I did my confirmation at my OB then I was suppose to go in for an ultrasound when I was 9 weeks. A day before my appointment I started bleeding not much but light. So I went to appointment and to find out my baby was only measuring 6 weeks & 6 days. Basically 2 weeks behind I knew right there I was having a miscarriage. My cycles are very regular and with my last pregnancy I measured 3 days early. so there was no way the baby could be 2 weeks behind. and there was no heartbeat. 2 days later I experienced the worst pain ever , labor like pains . and it all came out. I miscarried my baby. I cried I wanted the baby so bad. After my miscarriage in February 2018. We started trying in April 2018 . We tried and tried and tried and I was not becoming pregnant in July 2018 I had a chemical pregnancy . We tried preseed , ovulation test , BBT, everything. The doctor said everything looked normal and I even knew when I ovulated we had sex and I just didn’t get pregnant. So finally I’m Feb it was my last cycle trying and I really just gave up and forgot about it. When I got my cycle March. Then I still had my period tracking app but didn’t even look at it the whole month of April . I usually look at it and go on it everyday . Then I noticed I was late on my period 3 days late and my period is never late it always comes every month clockwork every 27 days. So the next day it was Easter and I decided to test. Then boom I was pregnant. I was so so happy!! But still so terrified because of my previous lost. I prayed and prayed and prayed. I made it to my 6 weeks 6 day appointment which is when my last baby stopped growing I seen a baby with a flickering heartbeat . I was still scared I went to my next appointment at 9 weeks and the baby grew and still had a heartbeat . I still prayed and prayed I made it to 14 weeks (second trimester) and I was so happy , I also found out I was having another girl even thought I wanted a boy badly I was very happy. And just wanted the baby healthy. Now I’m 16 weeks with my rainbow baby. I’m still praying for a safe and healthy pregnancy and delivery. I guess I just wanted to say it really does happen when u least expect it and stop worrying and stressing and trying it will happen when it happens and the time is right. SORRY FOR THE LONG POST !

Praying a have a healthy pregnancy and baby and deliver it safely .