My Half sister part 7

Chris

I spent the day after my encounter with Sarah feeling like the world's greatest ass! I had responded in absolutely the worst way possible at the worst possible time. I mean she is my sister and a virgin and I stripped her naked went down on her waited until she had an orgasm then instantly told her no I can't do this no wonder the poor girl was confused! I was prepared for her to ignore me for a week or 2 okay maybe 3 she was pretty mad. I suspect we'll I'm not arogant enough to think I broke her heart but I may have cracked it a little. I knew it was totally my fault, I mean yes she was a very willing participant but I had spent the whole day alternating between fantasies of what I could do to her that night and screaming at myself "SHE'S YOUR FUCKING SISTER" By the time I had left work I had known what I had to do choke chain my libido and just be her brother although I conveniently forgot to tell her not to go to my bedroom when I texted so when I got in she was there in just a pair of panties and if I had any self control where this girl was concerned it had vanished, I couldn't stop myself. But as I watched her come that voice in my head inconveniently chose that moment to shout that this was my sister. And that was it reality intruded on our little fantasy bubble. And I proceeded to behave like an ass or rather continued to behave like an ass. I knew Sarah was mad but I could cope with that as I knew it would fade, but what actually happened was the next day she walked straight out the front door with her bag.

"Sarah," I shouted she stopped and looked at me flatly,"what's going on?"

"these are some of my school friends they have a villa booked next weekin malbaya I'm going with them."

"will you be back before school starts," she shrugged,

"what am I supposed to tell... Your parents"

"when OUR DAD asked you can tell him the truth or lie."

"Sarah you know we can't tell him what happened,"

"so lie your pretty good at that,"

"do not think this is a bt dramatic your parents are going to notice your not here"

"maybe I just really need to not be around you right now." I sighed as she strode away.

"look after yourself Juliet," she turned to look at me but didn't say anything as she climbed in the car.

Our dad actually didn't ask it turnsout despite her bolstering Sarah had actually called them and explained she was just going away with friends for a week or so. Dad was not that bothered it only messed up 2 press photo ops!. So I just worked hard on what I usually do hoping if I acted normal soon I would start to feel normal. The autumn term stated at Sarah's school and I realised I wasn't going to see her for at least a few moths this made something inside me ache but I didn't allow myself to think about it. I did what I was supposed to do. I worked I paintedI dated I fucked I drank too much but it was all half hearted. and sometimes after drinking too much I would call Sarah she never answered or responded of course which hurt because I was well aware by now that I hadn't been giving her a line I was totally in love with her and I knew it was fucked up in love with the one girl I couldn't have and worse rgan that I had broken her heart. I'd fucked up to the point that she wouldnt even talk to me anymore. And I had to try and live with that but that knowledge made something inside hurt.

December rolled around and I slipped into the house intending to raid my father's liquor cabinet when I was surprised to find them home in the den. Lauren had beamed and scampered off telling me to stay put. I perched myself awkwardly on the sofa while dad grilled me on his company and what was going on. I told some truth and bullshitted a lot to cover up the bits I didn't know or care about. Lauren soon returned w

And began flipping a bit of paper under my nose.

"what's this,"

"Well me and your father have been talking about how you haven't been yourself these last few months and decided you have been working too hard and need some time out" she had clearly thought all those things as such thoughts wouldn't even enter my fathers consciousness.

"sooo."

"it's a ticket to Reykjavik its been too long since we all spent Christmas together," (we had NEVER done that) "so we are all going for a week to spend some proper family time.

" all? "

" you me your dad and Sarah. "" I felt an honest smile I couldn't stop appearing on my face, "Sarah's coming?"

"of course,"

"it sounds perfect to me."

Sorry Sarah's not here she will be back in part 8.

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