Bad news sinking in

Last week I had an US and baby measured 6 weeks with heartbeat of 100. My hormones were normal and rising.

Had my 8 week ultrasound today and no heartbeat and baby measured around 6 weeks.

The shitty part is that I still feel so pregnant. I’m going back in 2 days to confirm before scheduling a DC for next week. I could start miscarrying on my own and I really hope I don’t.

I already have 2 kids and this wasn’t planned but we were really excited. I’ve luckily never had a miscarriage before and I was terrified of it but I’m feeling really numb right now after the initial shock has worn off.