Mood swings?

Keisha • Mommy to Amelia 🤱🏻 Born Sept.26/2019 and my angel baby👼🏻 Now pregnant with our rainbow baby 🌈♥️🙏🏻

I’m 28+3 and the last couple weeks my moods have been all over the place. I’m sure it’s just hormones but it’s the first time the whole pregnancy. My husband works away and is gone 3 weeks at a time. I just feel like I work, then have things to do around the house or just feel so achy that I need to lay down. When hubby is away I basically have no social contact besides work or the grocery store. I’m the first of the friend group to have a baby so don’t hear much from them (I’m the youngest of the group, my hubs friends since childhood’s wives/gfs..I’m 32 so think there’s resentment/jealousy from a couple) I’m from a few hours away so my closest friends/family aren’t really around. I guess I’m just here venting. Spent the evening feeling defeated and crying. Don’t get me wrong, I love my baby girl more than anything and wouldn’t change this for the world. My heart is full, but momma just emotionally all over the place with what feels like no support when hubby is away. He’s amazing though and booked me a prenatal massage because he knows I’ve had a few bad days and he can’t be here to help. I know I’m not alone and I’m blessed to be carrying my baby girl, but man these waves of being so happy one hour to being ready to bawl the next is exhausting! Thanks for reading and letting me vent a little. ♥️ lol