My fiancé and I are on such bad terms it’s absolutely insane. I don’t understand why we’re together. But then again, we do have a daughter together. I am 23 years old and he is 37. He has three kids, all teenagers. Yes, they can be my siblings. PLEASE do not judge me. I need help immediately. There’s a good side to my Fiancé but there’s also the really bad side. My fiance has always been emotionally and verbally abusive. He has gotten a lot better but he still has anger issues. When he’s good, HES AMAZING. He always puts me first and doesn’t go anywhere Without me.

But when we fight and he gets mad. He starts to call me a lot of names. Recently he’s been taking it out on my face how he supports me. Mind you, we have been dead broke when I had no job because he guilt tripped me into quitting my first job (didn’t pay good at all) when my daughter was an infant. And I did, I stayed with my daughter for her first year until we needed a job because he wasn’t making it. Not once did I make him feel like shit. I got this job and he said how I was changing and surrounding myself with WHORES. With women who are feminists and I’m getting influenced because suddenly he can’t tell me anything without me flipping on him. Then I have to deal with his oldest daughter who treats me and my 2 year like shit. She’s doing better as well. But today I was about to lose my shit.

She obviously knows her dad and I are arguing. So she comes out in the living room which SHE DOESNT DO. Sits next to her dad and they’re having the best time of their lives. She being extra nice to my daughter who she treats like crap 90% of the time. Her dad never cooks but today he made some fucking sausages and he’s thanked like a god when I cook often and he has to MAKE HER say thank you. She’s really obsessed with her dad as well. I was in the shower with my daughter and my fiancés comes in to tell me to make sure I pick up the toys afterwards because she’s getting in next. WHICH SHE DIDNT. My fiancé isn’t even saying anything anymore. She doenst like my two year old but tonight out of all nights she’s saying “byeeeeeeeee lexi, ill see you tomorrow lexi” like she cares about her and I know she’s doing it on purpose. Then I’m playing with my daughter all night instead my fiancé decides to spend more time with his oldest who he has been with all day while our daughter was with her grandma cause we were working. I mean, I would want to see my little baby for a little but he sat his ass on the couch with his daughter while my daughter and I sat behind them playing. All while they laughed and he didnt bother paying attention to our daughter.