So my ex bf broke up with me almost a month now ! I haven’t seen him ever since , until one day ago I asked him if I could come get my stuff from him house he said yes I come to his house etc. At first he was like okay bye like he wanted to leave but I didn’t cause he didn’t break up in person with me nor did he give me an explanation ! We had a small discussion so instead of him trying to make things up he just decided not to talk to me so after a week I texted him to ask him what’s up did you just break up with me or what ? His response was I guess I would ask him why do you not love me anymore and he just wouldn’t answer me . I would be like tell me if you still love me or not I’ll leave you alone I just want to know why your just leaving me and he just said just leave me alone now ! Well anyways back to when I went to his house after I got my stuff he was kinda like kicking me out but I wouldn’t leave I was asking him why did he break up with me that if he still love me and he would just ignore that question and start talking about something else well after awhile he got kinda annoy and was telling me to leave he still wouldn’t tell me nothing of why he was taking that decision to leave me I was begging him and after awhile we ended up hooking up and there was when he asked me if I loved him a said yes and I asked him to and he said yes I loved you and miss you it feels good to have someone but when he was telling me this it was before we had sex he was just hugging me and kissing me and it felt so right . It felt like he wanted me . Afterwards we didn’t talk about our relationship I didn’t bring it up because I thought he had changed his mind and wanted to be back with me so when I left I didn’t say nothing about it I thought we were together . But then the next day he says so what now ? I said well idk you if you still want to be with me . And he says tbh idk what I want . I told him I wanted to be with him that I loved him I poured my heart out to him again through text messages literally begging him at first he said we can be friends but then he was started to say how he didn’t want to keep on hurting me that he doesn’t deserve me all this shit that he loves me but we can’t be together cause he doesn’t want to hurt me that this whole month I guess he thought about how he had been treating me like shit and I don’t deserve that. He literally fucked me . Like if he knew he didn’t want to be with me why the fuck would he of just had sex with me and made me feel like he wanted me back like him just having sex with me just makes me feel like i don’t mean shit to him like if I was just there for his nessecity to get laid and just throw me like nothing towards the end of us texting I kept asking why can’t we be together cause nothing of what he was saying makes since of him just wanting to leave and he was just like we can’t be together that’s it bye ! I texted him back and he just didn’t respond anymore . Should I text him to tell him that he says he doesn’t want to keep hurting me but yet fucked me and made me feel like he wanted me but in reality he just used me to get laid and that that’s the shittiest thing he could of done to me if he already knew he didn’t want to be with me ?