I loved a girl, she said she loved me back and i could clearly see it however we both wanted straight marriage and her being older than me her wedding is really soon, she keeps telling me I want you with me, come choose the dress with me and so on. I automatically just give a face because I feel like my baby is taken away from which really upsets her and when i tell her that she’s like nothing will change, you will always stay in my heart and we will stay friends forever, and don’t get me wrong I wasn’t just a friend from the beginning, we did stuff together..

I really want to support her but everytime I think of it i feel like my baby is getting taken away