I can't bend the test to my will.

Abigail

I am 9DPO (I know it's too early to test but I'm impatient). I had brown spotting yesterday which never happens mid cycle for me. It literally just came and went and I haven't had any spotting since. My boobs are killing me.

I know it was too early to test and my chances aren't out yet but it always feels so disappointing not seeing a second line. This is month 8 of trying for us, so I'm hoping AF doesn't come. 🙏🏻

Fuck you negative test. 😭