Ladies, how long after giving birth did you wait to have sex again? And how did it feel?!

I had 3 stitches due to a 2nd degree internal tear...it’s been 4 weeks and to be quite honest I can’t wait to have sex but feel very anxious at the same time. Scared to tear open again. My stitches where dissolvable

I never thought I’d be thinking about it so soon after birth but here we are.