So long story short about some stuff i have been through....I lost all of my friends in middle school and have since then not made any new ones. I've tried several times to make new friends but I'm just not a likeable person ig. I also found out I had really bad anxiety when I was in middle school, my parents got divorced when i started high school and a little over a year ago i lost my Meme( she was my bestfriend and a second mom to me). I feel like I am ugly and fat all the time and nothing ever changes my mind. I know that I should be confident and love myself but that has been so hard for me over the past few years. Idk what to do anymore. Does anyone know a good way to help with this? I just honestly need some amazing friends in my life who will always be there for me