Faked myself out again!

I’m so upset I faked myself out this month I just new I had all the symptoms I was so positive that this time was it only to get a bfn 3 days from away from my period. Me and my husband got married 3 yrs ago we both have children from previous relationships but we desperately want a child together. It’s been so disappointing every month I’ve taken so many test only to get negative after negative I’ve even had clomid a few cycles I’m starting to think we may need to see a fertility specialist. 😢😩 I’m just ranting but it felt good to express that.