40 weeks and still only 1cm 😩

I cried at my doctor appointment today. The earliest they will induce me is 41 weeks. The first available date is 7/24 and I’ll be 41+6. I don’t really want to be induced, but the thought of being pregnant for 12 more days is making me all sorts of emotional. I get it that having a healthy baby is the most important thing, but I’ve been pretty miserable since 36 weeks. Seeing all the early births and inductions make me so jealous. I’m ready πŸ™‡πŸΌβ€β™€οΈπŸ˜£πŸ˜’