So me and my partner are expecting our first child, I’m 11 weeks pregnant!!

This week I’ve felt rough, it’s ended up I’ve got a water infection along with low blood pressure so I’ve been given antibiotics and told to rest.

We went to bed last night and I was so tired I fell to sleep practically instantly.

This morning, I woke up to my partner having sex with me, he woke me by pushing himself deeper inside me causing shooting pains. I froze!! He had finished and put my knickers back in the position they were and carried on like it was normal? I never said he could, but because I froze I never said no?

I couldn’t look at him or speak to him because I’ve recently found out he’s been violent in past relationships?

I’ve gone to my mums and I don’t know what to do? I’m a high risk pregnancy due to previous miscarriages, this is the second time this has happened, I had hoped the first time would be a one off, but now he’s done it again?

Any advice would be great thank you!!