Lost my baby at 7 weeks 4 days.

Dee • 31, SAHM🤷🏻, Bibliophile📖, Foodie🍕🍔🍟, Sitcomholic🤣, Potterhead☇
Hello all! I'm Divya, 28 years old. I have PCOS and went through a lot to finally conceive and get our very own BFP. The past 4 weeks have been the best of our lives. I even had an early ultrasound and could see that little gestational sac and a tiny yolk sac. I was so so so happy and felt so blessed to have it in my belly.. Everything was going on well, I was very careful with what I ate and what I did. We were looking forward to hearing the baby's heartbeat at 7 weeks and when we went in, there wa just the yolk sac barely bigger than the last time. No baby and no heartbeat... I felt scared and horrified.. Prayed day and night for my baby.. Went in for another ultrasound today and my horrors came true. Even the yolk sac was nowhere to be seen.. We broke down.. They said it takes some days for the miscarriage to happen naturally, or else they can schedule me for a D&C... I just.. I feel like crap.. I feel worse.. Nobody deserves to go through this.. Nobody..  To see your dreams shatter right in front of your eyes.. Nobody deserves this torture... I'd pray for each and every person who went through this and who's going through this.. I'd pray God that nobody else should go through what I'm going through right now.. No.. Just venting out what else can I do? Trying to stay strong.. May God give us all he strength we need... Amen...