Feeling like a failure....

They had to take my little guy at 38+2 because of pre-eclampsia and he was having heart decelerations (Via emergency c section). He was born at 5lbs 15 Oz and latched really well at birth.... but lost 11% body weight so we had to start supplementing with breast milk and formula. He has quickly regained the weight (now 3 weeks and 7lbs) but has a terrible shallow latch and is an inefficient feeder at the breast (only took 6mls after a 20 minute session at the lactation specialist). He has a good wide latch, but my nipples are large and flat.

The lactation consultant said to just keep doing what we are doing (offering breast then supplementing after)....... but My nipples are cracked and scabby, I’m spending most of my time either trying to feed or pumping..... and baby boy just isn’t happy at the breast if he’s hungry.....

Feeling like my body has failed him. Really need some encouragement ... advice.... hope.... something.