I just came out of my OBs office and I was suppose to be able to see a baby inside the sac and the heart beating but my baby didn’t end up forming 💔 This was suppose to be my rainbow baby...

I’m broken

I feel empty

I feel worthless

I feel lost

I know God’s plans are perfect and his timing is perfect

But how will I heal from this...

I’m afraid to go through the miscarriage

I have to take meds to force my body to expel what’s left...

I’m afraid of the physical, mental and emotional pain I will go thru