I am heart broken and I don’t know what to do
So my mom has been on and off of drugs since I was 10, it all started when she started a relationship with a man who introduced her to pain killers... it got to the point where she couldn’t stand up on her own, she would steal prepaid phone cards from the store ( the weren’t activated) and then she would attempt to sell them to get more pills. I got taken from her home and put with my second cousin because I wasn’t safe, at that point the court system gave her the opportunity to get my back if she stopped the drugs and kept her distance from this man, which she didn’t, it got to the point where she stopped trying to get me back so my cousin couldn’t take care of me anymore so I went to a group home where my mom had gotten visitation, at the beginning she looked normal each time, then she started to “not have the money to come see me” and a couple of weeks pass and I haven’t heard or seen her. Out of the blue she calls me, she so high she doesn’t know who she speaking with, she asked me if I had “anything”, at that time I knew exactly what was going on... I hung up. When she started to come around more she looked like she’s aged 10 years each time I saw her, she went from 300lbs to 130lbs in a year... later when I turned 18 I went gone to see her and she looked so bad and my sister came up to me and whispered “look under that blanket” I walked over and lifted the blanked and I saw a pipe that didn’t look like something I’d want to see, my sister said they have been smoking meth for the passed 6 months, when I confronted my mom she said it wasn’t hers, although she was on cloud 30 with how high she was. Imma cut the situation there cause I ended up leaving that house. But here’s what she looked like before drugs
And here’s what she looks like now
She just turns 41😔
She won’t speak to me unless she need something from me.
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