Feelings...

In February I had a chemical loss, the doc tried to console me by saying it wasn’t even at the baby stage yet. I’m now 4/5 weeks pregnant, got a bfp last week... my first apt to check levels is next week... I’m so nervous every time I go to the bathroom that I’ll see blood... I have some light intermittent cramping that is concerning to me... I dont remember this from when I was pregnant with my daughter. My breasts feel pregnant- that painful tingly full feeling and they gives me solace. Then also, I feel like I shouldn’t feel this way because it wasn’t a real loss... and I’m trying to relax but I can’t... anyway thanks for reading